Hmm ….. now its been ages im writting here sumthing……………august 5th to  Dec 2nd indeed ages.

people around often ask me why do i write ?……am i being payed for writting in here…………….. its not like tht its just that i like writting one of the means by which i can knw n expore myself + when ever im bored i read what ever i have written in past….:) simple.

I feel like writting something here pouring down my heart but u knw sometimes u get short of words…………..ur heart is so heavy but still you cant explain it becomes quite difficult to express it its like the ground beneath you is disappeared and you sinking ……………..:) indeed its a blessing to have one  true friend with whom you are free to share everything and if unable to do so then themselves understand the pressure you are going through hmm lets just see if i can write a poetry at this point

How does it feel’s…………….

When the sky above you is so cloudy grey,

when sunshines but sunrays are out of ur reach,

when all your prayers are just going in vain,

when the roads n paths are so complexly confused,

when the nights soo dark ………………

okk enough now im getting into emotions n this is not the theme of my blog………………..so one happy moment wish to share is my driving is going on very well……………infact rocking with lil ups n downs n i knw i can cover it up in couple of more driving sessions ………i ws hapy infact tht i was able to drive even after being so tensed n depressed……………..now i understand why people opt for activities like Gardening Driving watching movies socialising listening music…………….thts really relaxing…………….so bottom line is im growing stronger day by day n trying to handle my depression very well ……………..i so badly miss my DF a friend of substance ……………..very pure n honest no gimmicks a simple humble person a very true friend i can alwayz count on ……………..Thanks DF tht was nice being with u   i sometimes really miss the intelligent and intellectual talks we use to have between us ………………..ok me signing off till my next post ……………..”Cheers to me Cheers to you warm hugs and sweet kisses showered blessings n blessed love “

Luv

Shireen Ali

Hello Floks well its been quite long since i visited my blog……………and putting in something here………..and more

over dint penned up anything till date so let me just search my one of the old cairy to put up something

interesting………….ohh yes let me write this one of my oldest poetry when ones i asked my DF what a friend means and he

abbrevated me …………n i wrote it in this way.Its Dated 07-08-2002………….very long

A F.R.I.E.N.D

Friends are Frank-
one is happy at their very glance,
they makes you happy every now and then,
and keeps serving you chocolates and chewing gums.
Friends are Realistic-
and their caring is not like lipstick,
they solves your problem with a wand,
as for you they are the magic man.
Friends are Integredeviative-
even if like the stars they stay very far,
you can see the twinkles with the sweet memories you have.
so on every integration,
never you keep the fear of deviation.
Friends are enduring,
like coconut shell they show their carings,
for your frequent mistakes done everytime,
they absorbs it, as for they are the most tolerating kind.
Friends are Nascent,
just coming into existence,
but everlasting friends are those
whom you can anytime dial,and blindly can rely.
Friends are Dreams
very sweet and cherishing your every feasts
they makes your day enchantingly bright
and nights comfy with their prayed delight.
People are considered Fortunate,
if they have the wordly wealth pleasures n treasures….
but i define a person to be Fortunate
if he/she posses the friendship of a loving friend.

As life has no blessings than the love of a “REAL TRUE FRIEND”

Well this was me way back in 2002 but now after soo many years if you as me do i still beleive in what ever i defined it to

be then now in 2009 i would i written it in this way

F: FRANK……………friends are frank in need to keep misunderstanding at bay.
R: REALISTIC…………..Friends need to be realistic in order to convey they care .
I: Integrediveative…………..well this is a new word introduced by my DF in english vocabulary to explain me that things

change we meet and depart and with every departion always keep a hope of integration .
E: ENDURING………….Friends are most tolerating kind………they endures ur silliest thing…….n i have learnt this

to tolerate silly friends .
N: Nascent………….Friends they just come into existence……..this is so true i never ever dreamt of loosing my DF and

making new friends but yes have earnt this……….indeed they just come into existense.
D: Dream………….Now this is changed for me D stands for my DF.:)

A VERY HAPPY FRIENDSHIPS DAY TO ALL………….

Good Wishes

Shireen Ali

Hello all  hmmm so their are so many things right now going on in my head will jst try to sort out and write in a proper manner ………… im unable to give a title to this page as there are two very different topics ill be focusing on and the way they are connected so don’t know what should be the Header.

As we all are enjoying our summer vacation in the cool cabin’s or say home lot of time in hand and we can take up many things in the sense different courses of our interest or learning new skills………………so a normal thing going on these days with me i took up Driving Classes and Cooking ……………….now these are the two most phobic things im literally afraid of……………..dont knw why but  i luv trying my hands with different things to be a versatile person but cooking and driving are not my cup of tea or say coffee thats what i feel……………….cooking under Mummy’s Guidance and Driving under Baba and an instructor so today was my first day of driving class n guess what it wasnt so good neither soo bad as first time  i was on stearing wheel   n so nervous that it was visible on my face and the way i was sweating but still i kept calm and was just listening to the instructions and very confused between the Clutch and Accelerator and the Gears .Like any normal daughter i   my father to me is a very perfect driver compared to others just relaxing at the back seat and enjoying the drive i never ever got an idea to just have a look at the movements of his legs and the timmings when he shifts it from clutch to break or accelerator to break……………..y to go so in deepth i never ever enquired about the different parts to be monitored to drive a four wheeler and im very bad with two wheeler’s  compared to my other sibbling’s and they all boost that driving is in our Genes ok ok even i inherited same genes only thing is they are in a suppressed state just need to be triggered and then u never know with me so just imagine how my first day on stearing would have been and  i was guggling between the 3  – 4 main contributors in making a four wheeler to move and trying to understand and remember the mechanics behind  so it was hoooooooooo not getting proper word what to say but without any problem was a safe drive a 20 – 30 mins drive so comapared to my first exposure to stearing wheel way back in 2002 something when i just sweared i wont be trying my hands on driving again to today it was very very good ………………..now if u ask me what made me change my idea to take up driving is  want to learn and do many things  before i die and no harm in it if u r getting an oppurtunity why not giving it a try.So bottom line is im into driving finally wish i learn it n make my dad proud of me . okk now this was the first part of my post .

Coming to second part :

So i accompanied my father to bank to  get some routine things done, we went straight into Branch Manager’s office some forms had to be filled up did that and then enqired her about some issues  and then processing was going on and in mean time they asked me to sit in the main office with the manager who was a sweet and a very patient lady and me  sitting their on a green couch in a cool centralised A/C cabin and just giving a keen watch to the manager who was busy doing some work on her computer………………then their enter’s an old man with a form and asking her how to fill it and she explaning them in local language (Telugu), then entered a second man again   a senior citizen and manager again guiding him to fill the form in some not so good hindi language and so on the same thing continued for an hour and in that one hour i saw about 8 to 9 people entering of them 90% where old people who were unable to walk properly having pain in knees and back hands and palms shivering when they were sitting and while getting up from the sofa and all of them saying with same cause to get their sons or son in laws or daughter’s accounts processed( renewed or getting the KYC form submitted) as they are not here but in abroad for studies probably  i was just watching at the plight of them ……………tht at such an old age when they should be given utmost care as they use to give us when we were young kids unable to walk properly who helped us learn many things in life and stand on our own that they  had to travel in such scroching sun with unfit physical health unable to walk properly and speak properly and getting the works done i really felt pity on them dont know why might be i dont like elderly people doing so much work,  ofcourse they are more experienced compared to us , they have much  knowledge than us , they can keep themselves busy in all this work as most of them were above 70 or around 70s and 80’s with white hair’s charming faces with wrinkles all over their faces sweet smiles greeting each other experience holder’s in short and the young people who were entering they were just unable to speak properly in front of that manager or very very over confident about themselves compared to the oldies who were so quite and calm .Then my dad called me out and we moved to another table to a bench clerk to collect some receipts here the old man whom i saw in the Manager’s office comes to my dad and says…………….” Aap ko kahin dekha hai ! Naam to yaad nahi ab umar ka takhaza hai lekin shayad mai aapko janta hoon “………………in a withered breaking tone sweet smile weared eyes he started conversation with my dad and he answered him back saying ” Mujhe Mohd Mujtaba Ali kehtein hai Dr Quasim Ali sahab ka ladka hoon”……………….. and started introducing himself so actually that old man was my grand father’s friend who was 79 years of age then again a second old man senior citizen came and started talking to my dad and he kept reminding them and they kept saying umar ka takhaza hai me sitting at a distance watching all this ………………….i liked the way my dad responded to these people who were his father’s friend’s and also that they approached him saying we remember you ……………..well to tell you my dad’s pet is “Hyderabad ka charminar”…………….people might be knowing what is charminar an age old monument and hyderabad’s asset and any lay man in hyd can tell you about charminar so is my dad’s position here a personality everyone cherish and longs for i just kept smiling and was thinking how it would have been if my grand father was alive the scenerio would have been more pleasant spiritual and lovely ………………… so all elders where into a nice discussion and me enjoying the talk + the cool environment ……………….. and then suddenly thought about my driving session

hmmm now here u see how both parts are related me being very young compared to them im so inactive and afraid of a simple driving and these people even after having big big surgeries unable to walk peoperly talk properly still being so active and doing all works   and look at me a mental case and i was like cursing myself for  being so  nervous at the driving seat ……………………….. from all this wat i learnt is we have sooo many more  thing’s still to learn we are just nobody in front of them and their experiences lots of paths to cross and loads of works to do ………………. i have seen sum youngsters who dont like old people or keep avoiding them when they give “NASIHAT ” sharing their experiences  people feel bored and bugged up but actually speaking we dont realise what charm they hold and how sweet it is to listen them sharing their experiences with so enthusiasm and making them happy just by giving them a pateint ear i feel its a blessing all over to have elderly people around us and very nice to take care of them .

“CHARMING OLDIES FOREVER GOLDIES”………………….okk this is my post TITLE .

Happy Reading.

Luv,

Shireen Ali

Friends can never be with you for long,

life can never be lived with a friend always along,

one day is meant for departure,

and every being has to part.

Friendship is a Treasured possession of any being,

and friends are very special people in everyones life.

This is what they call LIFE ……………….

Meetings and Separations a coins both sides.

Only left with you are the impressions,

memories that you cherish for years long.

Soft words of people embedded in your minds,

cute sweet faces that -one remembers life long.

And to get through all this hard path,

Friends are god sent Angels who prepares you,

makes you tough for this difficult stuff.

I thank all those friends, I met  in different walks of life,

who taught me and helped me in understanding different facts of life.

“IT’S VERY HARD TO LOOSE A FRIEND,

AND EVEN MORE HARDER TO MAKE ONE”

IF U HAVE A FRIEND HOLD THEM BACK, AND NEVER HURT THEM………….

LIVE LIFE LUXURIOUSLY BEFORE U DEPART.

SHIREEN ALI:)

Bebasiyoon ke lakhoon wasila hai,

Bebasiyoon ke lakhoon wasila hai,

Mera chain o kharaar tum se hai,

Mera chain o kharaar tum se hai.

Yoon to duniya mai laakhoon haseen hai ,

Yoon to duniya mai lakhoon haseen hai……………..

kya karoon mai ki pyaar tum se hai ,

mera chain o kharaar tum se hai…………..

kya karoon leke saari duniya ko?

kya karoon leke saari duniya ko…………….

mere bhag o bahaar tum se hai

mera chain o kharaar tum se hai………….

Bebasiyoon ke lakhoon wasila hai mera chain o kharaar tum se hai………..

Hello all well this is a very beautiful Naat, have alwayz heard my father singing…………..my grand father’s patent naat have never got a chance to hear him singing but yes thats what all the elders says that he use to sing this naat so finely.

And samething is inherited to me i guess…………………now when ever i m very Happy or really upset when couldnt find solution or answers for my doubts i love watching floating clouds and singing this and then tears roll’s down saying come what may almighty is always with you to get through all the tough situations. now if u ask why am i writing all this today actually im able to understand why my elders use to sing this naat to some extend ………..it actually takes you to different word of holyness and worship where you are assured of protectiveness i realise my elders are so strong who without panicking much could find solutions to their problem………….

Going through some really good phase of life and getting very good experience life could ever give.I never ever imagined this that i would be sharing views with the eminent scientists and research scholars who hold good name in their fields and i am just like a kid in front of these people who have so many years of experience in their respective fields and have to go long long way.Of all of them i met i liked the attitude of  Dr.Yogana from IPM and Prof .Gaddad from Gulburga University now i m not saying dint liked other people every individual has their own personality and i was impressed by the above mentioned people.Its really nice to be in company of such people who after acheiveing soo many Laurels still so down to earth ……………..dont knw when ill be tasting such flavours………………well now by saying all this im not being ambitious i was jst fascinated by their persona that was nice and real good experience………………u know a person just at blink of eyes can earn soo much money by correct or wrong path but nothing comparable with the experience which last long with you where ever you go…………………. u get to know what what type of people we have in our surrounding the tantrums they throw how they dont stand up to their promises and we learn how and what to talk  with different people……………me being a slow learner as an individual learning soo many things with this experience.Their are soo many things still to explore still to learn many stones unturned im slowing growing up with all this exposure and i wish my DF would have been around to see me at such places

And with me im working on a publication and if everything goes on well then………………………. ok let this be not revealed let my work speak it all.

So till my next post ……………………… Happy sweaty Summer’s with Ice creams and Ice Bar’s with cooler’s and cool drink’s .

SHIREEN ALI

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Hmm Feel’s like writting sumthing…………….

Something hotch – potch ,

something crack n mad.

something snazzy………………..something bittery ,

something sultary something sugary…………….

But but but what do i write? ? ?

About Alice in Wonderland?

or about a chic in town?

about some good experiances or the bad instances

something about old sweet memories……………..or my future plans?

or the present facts and factoids???

or about stagnant phases of life……………………

well will catch up with u all with something interesting and good

Shireen Ali

Well its been quite long since i have posted anything.This is to share with all my blog visitor’s that i got promotion at my work place and now i m working as a research scholar,one of my longed desire .Truly speaking i m quite busy these days but enjoying every bit of it.Of course parted from my old student’s and addressing new audience but it’s good and fun.My aim was to work as a research scholar and now i m actually into it i never imagined that i would really be working like this it was only my dream and yes its been fulfilled and all this of course with the blessing of my parent’s and showering from the sky’s with so much hard work and dedication.One advice for everyone that believe in yourself,show it to everyone what you have in you.Some people are born intelligent and some become knowledgeable from the experiences they go through in life what ever might be the case success can be achieved with honestly dedication and hard work.This is my key mantra for success coz what i believe in is when you convince Almighty by your good deeds and obedient towards your parent’s and dedicated towards your work then + knowledge of your subject then definitely success is all yours.Again here patience also plays a key role not to b disheartened if you loose it again get up and try for it, if you get it , its good and if you don’t then also you have satisfaction that at least you tried for it.

Till my next post Bye

Shireen Ali

Nothing is PERMANENT in this world,

circumstances keep’s changing,

so do Human Nature.

Everything around an ILLUSION………..whom to beleive n whom not

Sometimes i feel life would be better , if it was like a

BIRD : A large blue canvas and only two wing’s to explore it all.

Sometimes i feel life would have been COLORFUL , if it was a

FLOWER : With different color’s and beautiful fragrance-enough enhancing Garden’s Beauty.

Sometimes i feel life would have been a

BREEZE : Cool yet warming , Pampering and Freezing.

Sometimes i feel life would have been a

SUN : Hot yet spreading brightness and removing darkness.

Or may be a

STAR : in the sky twinkling whole night innumerous and uncountble.

MEADOW’S : Refreshing and signifying liveliness.

And actually life is all this…………………….

Like a BIRD flying freely in sky with hope of a new day and acheiving your goal’s………………The freedom og Imagination.

Like a FLOWER colorful and fragrant,

Nature and Behavious wise,when you are good natured and well behaved,

you spread fragrance and your behaviour colorful spreading Happiness

Life a BREEZE , and can be anywhere anytime with the good deed’s.

Now be it greeting a stranger with a sweet smile or going out of the way and helping needy.

Like a SUN , with the treasure of knowledge you posses can spread brightness and removing darkness.

Like a STAR , uncountable in number making sky pleasant to look at night.

Like a MEADOW’S ,  signifying presence of life in this world…which is hurried up each time to reach it’s goal’s,dominating other’s and hurting their feeling’s,yet this Greenery soothes it all , expressing through its soft sweet gesture,

“COME WHAT MAY ………….ALMIGHTY IS ALWAYS THERE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU “.

With Luv,

Shireen Ali